I have no incentive to work anymore.
It's like communism. How can you do your best and work your ass off if everyone gets the same amount in the end?
You can't.
I used to get angry. Hell, I was angry today. But now I'm just sad.
Group work has sucked since middle school. I used to think in 'real life' it would be different. In 'real life,' what you put out is what you get in return. But that's not true.
And many sources inform me that's just life. It will always be this way.
Rarely do I get sad instead of angry at something. And I am really sad. Like a heaviness in your chest. I don't know how to describe it.
And that's how I know something really upsets me.
I just don't care anymore.