Wednesday, January 28, 2004

I have 2 tickets to the Phantom of the Opera.

If you want them, please IM me.

Bass Concert Hall
February 13th, 8:00pm

They're 2nd row balcony seats - very nice.
It'd make a wonderful Valentine's gift!

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

holy crap 6

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5

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4 times in the past 15 minutes

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Holy shit I am so annoyed.

This CAR ALARM has been going off outside the window at least every 10 minutes for the past 8 hours.

I have not slept.

It goes off for about 30 seconds, then stops. It's worse than if it kept going off. I swear to god, at least every 10 minutes for the past EIGHT HOURS.

I'm writing a note and leaving it on the person's car.

NOW.

Since I'm recruiting at 8, I guess I won't be going back to sleep anyways.

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Monday, January 26, 2004

At first I felt bad I spent the last 3 hours talking online instead of reading.

But then I didn't. I rarely talk online anymore, and yeah, even though AIM isn't as personal, it's amazing how much you can get from it. I really do enjoy each time I can have a meaningful conversation online with someone I haven't talked to in awhile or haven't ever really gotten to know.

I'll read finance tomorrow, but I'm glad I didn't miss out on what I gained tonight. Little things make a big difference. Everytime I feel like crappers and alone and stressed, there's always been someone to make me feel a little less cynical.

Thanks.

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The rest of this semester is officially booked.

I look at all the different colored meetings tests classes and events filled in my planner, and I just want to graduate already.

Really. I do. I have senioritis, and I'm not even halfway through college.

Sometimes I think my weeks are just one big hyperventilation trip; just when I think I'm about to pass out from freaking out too much, it subsides just enough for me to catch a breathe of air, then starts all over again.

I'm hyperventilating right now just thinking about this semester.

My mom used to push me a lot to consider graduating early, and I used to think it was stupid because I wanted to play in college. I am seriously reconsidering.

I don't even know how I'm going to study; I'll never have any motivation after being tired from all the other crap. I'll just want to zone out. uh oh. I'm doing it again.

I can't breathe.

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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

I had the most vivid, Indiana Jones / Lara Croft like dream.

It all started off with my visiting a friend's house in Sugar Land.
Their dad was some sort of scientist/inventor, and he had invented all these realistic adventure games we were going to check out. There was this big console sitting in their living room, like a circle of arcade games. Even though the dad wasn't home yet, we figured it couldn't hurt to try it out. I chose a Mortal Combat like fighting game and sat down.

What we didn't know was that there was something about these games made it seem so real that your mind was sucked into the game even though you were still sitting there. It's hard to explain. It's not like virtual reality, your subconscious is still aware of your peripheral surroundings, and your eyes are open and focused on the screen, but it's like part of your mind daydreams into the game.

I fought this lady in a purple suit for awhile, but when I started smelling the sweat and blood and came upon contact with too realistic of flesh, it started to scare me. I tried to 'wake up' from the daydream, but it was like my mind was being pulled into it, so I got up and shook my head. When I looked up, the dad was sitting next to me. Af first I thought I'd be in trouble, but he didn't seem angry. I stared at him funny, and he told me calmly to try the next one.

So I did. It was a very uncomplex game, unlike the first one, with all its colors and backgrounds and graphics. All you did was shoot at this big cobra that filled the entire screen. But it moved very fast, and you had to shoot its head. I thought it was strange he would have it be such a simple concept, but he told me not to question and to just play. So I did.

After a few near misses, I shot him cleanly therough the head at the last minute. The inventor/science man nodded with approval. Even though the game was over and I was standing, suddenly I saw him flick something on the side and I was sucked into that world. This time, literally.

I landed in a cloud of dust on a sandy plain with a few scraggly bushes.
For the rest of the time, it was like I was in a mixture of india/africa, and ancient mexcio; there were mayan pyramids everywhere. It was strange.

I began walking through the desert into this jungle ahead of me; again, it was so disconcerting to see this lush rainforest adjacent to the desert I had just fallen into. I was suddenly joined by a group of people; they just appeared all around me suddenly. There were native servants carrying weapons and food and leading pack animals, and a few others. Probably explorer scientist types. I acted like everything was normal, and kept pace with the group.

For some reason, it was like I knew this all wasn't real, but it felt so realistic. As I walked, I observed my surroundings and marveled how I could feel beads of sweat trailing down my collarbone, see the dust clouds sparkle in the sunlight with each step I took, feel branches slapping my arms, legs and face as we walked, and I wondered why I was here in the first place.

Then I met Lara Croft. (played by Angelina Jolie, of course) I guess I was pretty high up in the expedition, because she started talking to me about the mission and the place we were traveling to. It was somewhere in africa/india, and it was supposedly beautiful. She was describing clear waters and healthy, friendly people in colorful clothing. I smiled at all her descriptions as I pictured them in my head.

Then the jungle ended abruptly.
I stepped into a river, but not like the one she described. This one was a thick murkey brown and it smelled literally, like feces. We all kept wading and it seemed to go upwards. The river had a stair case underneath, and we began walking up on it. Soon we reached a point and someone tugged on my arm. I had been concentrating so hard to get through the nasty water I was shocked at what I saw when I turned my face up.

Masses of people gathered around the river trying to get at its contents, be it crouched at the sides drinking like animals, or straining the water through dirty clothes so that the children could somewhat of a purer form of the filth, or washing their dirty clothes in dirtier water; shoving, pushing, crying, fighting. These were not the heatlthy happy people she was talking to me about. I was visibly upset at the scene.

As we trudged up further, I saw this woman bend in and take a dump in the river; and it was so desparate and sad a situation I almost cried. They all looked miserable. I kept wondering what could have happened to such a supposedly vibrant village that it came to this? I walked faster and with more determination and we almost got to the top when I heard a loud whack behind me.

This servant; a young, annoying native who was too cocky and show offish for his own good, started poking at this large dust and sand covered lump on the bank. Even though I had never seen one, for some reason I instinctively knew what it was and pulled him away. I yelled at him to stop poking it with a stick, and he just slapped my hand off and laughed and said something I couldn't understand. Even though I didn't particularly like the guy, something about this situation felt wrong and I tried to pull him back again, panicking. I think it was the scriveled up monkey carcasses they lay scattered around the mound.

Suddenly the thing (at last 10 feet and 3-4 food wide, flipped 180 degrees and the jaws of a crocodile-like creature snapped on the servant boy's arms. He started screaming, and I was shocked to see no member of the exedition rushed over to help; they all just stood there watched to see what would happen. He tried to free himself, but the jaws of this creature were half the size of his body at least, and due to its rude awakening, it was angry.

He clamped down on the boy to his waist, and when I saw the sharp teeth slide smoothly into the human flesh, I almost threw up. With a slight hand motion of Ms Croft at the front, the expedition started moving forward. I sprinted up the stairs to catph up to her. I don't remember what I said but I was disgusted at their apathy and when she ignored me, I ran back down and started throwing globs of mud and rocks at the croc monster.

I heard someone behind me join me and I didn't turn around, but knew it was her. The crocodile actually stopped and opened its mouth, and a bloody boy stumbled out. But the idiot, instead of fleeing for his life, tried to shove the stick he was holding in the creature's mouth first, and during the process the crocodile lost interest in us again and the jaws came down precisely on the boys skull. There was a pop and I knew it was over.

That was the most disturbing vision I had ever seen in a dream so far, I think. I feel very disturbed and I woke up shortly after that, not knowing what to think.

Time to go to HEB now. I hope nothing tears us apart on the way.

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Monday, January 19, 2004

ARGH.

My first class tomorrow is International Business, but I'm on the wait list for Marketing 337. The thing is, if I get into MKT, I'm have to drop IB because it's at the same time. So I don't know what class to go to first thing tomorrow.

I'm number 1 out of 52 on the waitlist. I went from 26 to 14 to 6 to 5. Then I've been stuck at 1 for the past week. That is so annoying.

Why can't they just bump me up! WAH! I guess I'll just assume someone will drop that class and go to marketing. That's what I should do. Makes sense.

Right?

Grrr..

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I can't believe school is starting tomorrow.
My winter break is over?

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Thursday, January 15, 2004

Jerry and I were talking about oxygen cafes

jerryWhOo: you breathe nearly pure oxygen from a machine
jerryWhOo: its really popular in japan
jerryWhOo: and u get get ur oxygen flavored
Demona848: i hear it's not that great.. because you only need like 20 something percent anyways.. your brain can't process it all
Demona848: so it's a waste
Demona848: we're not meant to breathe pure oxygen
Demona848: i bet it's all psychological
jerryWhOo: u get a high feeling....i used my grandfathers oxygen machine
Demona848: HAHAHAHa
Demona848: are you SERIOUS??
jerryWhOo: yea
Demona848: when??
Demona848: why?
jerryWhOo: in taiwan
jerryWhOo: 2 yrs ago
Demona848: omg
Demona848: did anyone know?
jerryWhOo: he taught me how to use it

HAHAHAHA..
Who needs oxygen bars?? Jerry can hook you up with his grandfather's machine!!
hahahaha. I could not stop laughing.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

I was talking about trying to gain weight, and got on the subject of how, when Vivian and I got back from Vegas, one of the first things we did was weigh ourselves. I was blabbling about how we were both excited about having gained weight, when I stop mid sentence because I notice Gene has a funny look on his face.

Me: What, Gene?
Gene: How much do you weigh?
Me: *** pounds. Why?
Gene: How much does Vivian weigh?
Me: *** pounds. Why?
Gene: [tries not to laugh]
Me: WHY, Gene?
Gene: Nothing.
Me: I can see you trying to not laugh! What are you thinking about?
Gene: [starts to laugh but does not answer]
Me: GENE! Tell me right NOW!
Gene: I don't know, I always thought you'd weigh more than Vivian.
Me: [confused] Why? She's at least 2 inches taller than me.
Gene: Yeah, but you look thicker.
Me: WHAT?
Gene: IN a good way!!
Me: In what is that good?
Gene: [laughs uncontrollably]
Me: THICKer?? #$*#)(%*#%! You don't say that to a girl!
Gene: [still laughing]
Me:: [glares] Idiot.

You need to learn some more innocuous synonyms for 'thick' when describing a girl to her face, GENE.

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Sunday, January 11, 2004

Vivi and Gene also blogged about Vegas.

Notice how Vivian, like me.. tended to focus on the food and shopping, and Gene focused on the showgirls and strippers. Hahaha. But it's ok, Gene. It just means you're a man, right?

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Friday, January 09, 2004

Wahoooooooo ~ I'm back from Vegas!

Considering it's only 12 over there right now and I haven't slept before 4 am while we were there for the past few days, I probably will be awake in Houston till about... 6 am or so.

Anyways, it was a great trip. There were so many sites and people and games and shows and lights and stuff, but I'm going to blog first about what I felt stood out the most to me on this trip:

THE FOOD. Holy CRAP I gained 5 pounds! FIVE POUNDS!! Does anyone have aNY idea how phenomenal that is for the puny mass called Stephanie?? If you extrapolate that into normal human terms, that's like gaining 10 pounds in less than a week!

We ate so well. I'm going to document what we ate, because I believe that is of more interest and import than anything else. As soon as we got to the airport in Vegas, we drove to LA to stay there a couple nights (because weekend rates in Vegas for the hotel we were staying was like 3 times the rates on week days).

On the way to LA we ate McDonalds. Then that night we met up with Mike Chirachanchiahisfneicha's sister and she took us to this incREDIBLY good Japanese Buffet. IT WAS SO GOOD. I ate like 2 platefuls of sushi and scallop and clams and mussels and orangy fish eggs and then a plateful of lobster claws and king crab. THEN I had at least a dozen white chocolate covered humongo strawberries. YUM YUM for my tummy!!!

That was just the first day.
The next day we had McDonald's breakfast and we went to Magic Mountain and rode these crazy roller coasters. I rode the best roller coaster of my life. It was called X. Instead of a cart-like contraption that you rode down the rails, you hung from both sides of it and the seats spun while you went backwards. This way, when you plummet downwards, the seat tilts towards the ground so that there is nothing in front of you and it looks like you're about to hit the ground. It was crazy. It was really cold the whole day and for lunch we stopped at this restaurant inside the park and ate chicken strips and fries. Yes, more fat. And keep in mind that LA is just friggin expensive, so all this food is not only fattening, it's also expensive. Anyways, back to the important stuff.

The second night of LA,
we went to Korea Town and I had this spicy tofu soup and Korean bbq meat and that was good too. Perfect after a day of 70mph roller coaster rides in 40 degree weather. Then we went to a Comedy Club called Improv, located in Hollywood. It's that famous club where all the comedians are in front of the brick wall; Drew Carey does stuff there and there's pictures of Seinfield and Ray Romano, etc. all along the walls. We happened to be in town for Asian Comedy night, Chopstick Comedy or whatever and it was HILARIOus. Usually yes, comedians on TV are funny, but this was like continuously good. There were 6 or so Asian comedians (a lot of Koreans, Phillipino, Chinese, etc) and I had not laughed out loud for that long since I can't remember when. Then we walked down Hollywood and looked at that stars on the sidewalks and went to Grauman's chinese theatre and looked at celebrity handprints and footprints.

Las Vegas was a blur of lights and hotels and food.
We ate italian food - garlic basil cream shrimp pasta, really really good pho and eggrolls, this great buffet where I loaded on meat and the best mash potatoes and pasta and thick strawberrry shortcake at The Palm, great sushi and chocolate and berry torte at The Venetian, and scallops and artichokes at the Bellagio with ginger mango dessert and lychee ice cream. In between we had IHOP and McDonald's breakfasts early during the day and Ramen noodles from Walgreens late at night. I FELT fat after a few days.

I just can not believed I gained 5 pounds.
I had made a New Year's Resolution to gain 10 pounds through a combination of eating more and working out. I guess I'm halfway there. Only I completed the easy part - the eating fattening foods. Now I have to get through the hard part and convert that fat into more muscle and meat. Ugh.. I will be running the treadmill tomorrow and taking up kickboxing again in Austin.

I should go to sleep now. I will blog more tomorrow.

... on the other hand.. who am I kidding?
I'm not going to go to sleep.
I will be online reading blogs and getting my internet fix until sunrise.
yay for internet.

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Friday, January 02, 2004

Yay. I will be in LA and Vegas all week.

Last night Vivi, Mike and Chris stayed over because we have to leave early early in the morning. Instead of going to sleep early, we painted our nails until 2. Yes, we. All of us. Vivian and I chose a clear laquer for our fingers, while Chris and Mike decided to alternate between bright cherry red and muave on each fingernail. It was pretty disturbing.

Then Vivian and I's stomach growled to each other while we talked until 3:30. Yay for two hours of sleep. I feel like I never even went to bed.

I am so hungry. I think I might be excited too, but I'm not sure. We'll see what happens when I get back in a week.

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Thursday, January 01, 2004

It's a new year.

I purposely tried to make the transition tonight as easy as possible. Let's hope it's like that in real life.

I am grateful for knowing such great people.

Everything's going to be quite different from now on. Thank goodness.

I resolve to think less and do more.

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