Maybe because real life sucks so much right now, my dream world is getting more vivid than ever.

Not that these dreams are particularly pleasant, but they're at least exciting and full of different types of conflict.
Maybe I'm getting bored with real life. It's the same thing every week over and over. work class work meetings impractice work class meetings meetings tests projects fun fun fun.

The only way I can live anymore is through dreams.

Last night I had another movie-like dream. It was about ants. I had bought this beautiful beautiful house that was so prettily furnished. I think I was living with some friends, although I don't remember who. (it's weird, in dreams, I never really have a personal connection with anyone. They're just in the story)

We were unpacking, and suddenly someone notices a lot of ants in the kitchen. They're crawling everywhere. This makes me upset, but it's nothing too unusual, so we call an exterminator and they get rid of the ants, saying we probably just had a nest in the walls or something.

In the next few hours after the exterminator leaves, more and more ants come out. It's disgusting, like something you would see in a movie. They were crawling in streams on walls, on the floors, on counters. It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it.

Finally we called a specialist and they said we could not leave the house, or the ants would attack us. We had to sleep on card table like things and coat the legs of the table with petroleum jelly so the ants could not climb up it and so we would not get bitten at night.

That's all I remember. There was also an earlier segment of the dream were Lucy Liu's head gets chopped off and thrown in the water. I remember falling down a cliff also.

I think my dreams are starting to get too crazy. I need some excitement in my real life to balance out my dream world.